#or idk maybe its not exactly withdrawals but some other equally shitty thing
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i google how to feel less sick from cigarettes i open quora "first, stop smoking" stop being fucking patronizing. stop it. i know i shouldnt be smoking. i am fully aware of the dangers and it is not enough to stop me because addiction runs deeper than logic. just give me the home remedies and stop acting like addicts are suddenly going to stop just because you tell us drugs are bad for us, as if we havent been bombarded with that information, as if we dont carry shame from engaging in something harmful when we know the harm it causes. stop acting like addiction is a matter of moral and intellectual failure instead of a disease stemming from underlying problems that need to be addressed in order for anything to actually change. stop being patronizing and tell me what tea will make me less nauseous. this is fine to reblog but if anyone tries to fucking lecture me about my life choices im blocking you immediately
#addiction cw#smoking cw#venting#back in my fucking addict arc full speed ahead baby!!!!!!!#''wow i was able to quit weed and alcohol preeeetty fast when my schizophrenia made them too dangerous#and the withdrawal symptoms werent ever that bad so i guess im a fake addict lol so glad im better''#jumpcut to me feeling like my body is falling apart because i just HAD to have LITERALLY anything to smoke again#fuck i am in so much pain lol! this shit is so much more painful!!!!#and i am becoming addicted so much fucking faster lol!!! lmao even!!!!!!!!#i keep telling myself that if i just find the right amount to smoke at a time then itll ease the pain without making me even sicker#thats withdrawals baby!!!!!! it has beenthree fucking days and im having withdrawals#it hurts when i smoke it hurts when i dont smoke wjat even is the point#the fact that most people apparently start with 1 or 2 a week and i had to jump in with 1 or 2 a day#or idk maybe its not exactly withdrawals but some other equally shitty thing#idk. i feel like i become dependent on drugs so fucking fast and when i try to research it i feel like im the one being dramatic#like idk why i am in this much pain except maybe that im disabled and my body is at a disadvantage#idk how it all works but idk what word is more accurate than withdrawals
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